I don’t know what you truly believe about yourself. I don’t even know why you have that perception of yourself and it’s not my place to ask until you’re ready to do talk about that… and it’s okay if you never get there.
I just wanted to say that you’re the first person that’s felt trusting and safe to me. Even if I’m not completely open, you’re the one person I’m sure would be there for me. I’m never ever going to forget that summer where you commited to this thing we were doing and helped me every single day, it was more than I could have ever asked and that speaks volumes to me.
In a perfect world, I’d be able to erase whatever you’re going through because you deserve feeling happy. You are like a magnet in every place you are, even if you can’t see it, even though it’s a struggle sometimes.
Ultra cringe, enjoy.